urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enigmaticronin enigmaticronin enigmaticronin 2006-05-20T08:19:03Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enigmaticronin:77113 2006-05-20T08:19:03Z 2006-05-20T08:19:03Z I think I believe strongly in karma. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enigmaticronin:76920 2006-04-15T15:46:21Z 2006-04-15T15:46:21Z so I haven't updated in awhile<br /><br />I only have this to say<br />I am a heartless fiend<br />I have lost distinction between reality and the dream world urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enigmaticronin:76697 2006-03-14T10:00:27Z 2006-03-14T10:00:27Z Somewhere along the way, something went wrong.<br /><br />One of my friends was in a serious car accident.<br />I don't pray.<br />Please hope for him. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enigmaticronin:76392 2006-01-14T01:42:38Z 2006-01-14T01:42:38Z My dreams are unfulfilled for now. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enigmaticronin:76152 2006-01-01T07:03:53Z 2006-01-01T07:03:53Z Fascinating surve from karen's xanga (whose last name I can't seem to remember)<br /><br />2005 in Review<br /><br />PEOPLE<br />1. Best friends? you know who you are<br />2. Best boyfriend/girlfriend? n/a<br />3. Lost any friends? numerous I'd think<br />4. Gained any friends? a few here and there<br />5. Met a new good friend? yes<br /><br />PLACES<br />1. Went out of the country? yup<br />2. Moved? technically yes<br />3. New School? technically yes<br />4. How many times on an airplane? at least a dozen<br />5. Road trips? to UCLA<br /><br />YOU<br />1. Have you changed?: I say yes but probably not<br />2. New look? not really<br />3. Any new additions? UCLA gear<br />4. Biggest conflict this year? internalized ones<br />5. Most depressed time this year? every month except the summer ones<br /><br />LOVE<br />1. Did you fall in love? I tell myself so<br />2. Did you get heartbroken? who doesn't?<br />3. Who was your summer love? she knows who she is<br />4. How many boyfriends/girlfriends this year? N/A<br />5. Favorite date? not sure if this is applicable<br /><br />SEASONS<br />1. Favorite Season? summer<br />2. Least favorite season? winter<br />3. Good birthday? iffy. Not much to say.<br />4. Any snow this year? nope<br />5. Highest temperature? At least 100 in band camp at UCLA<br /><br />FINAL QUESTIONS<br />Snuck out- nope<br />Met a person who will change your life- a few<br />Kept your resolution- didn't make any<br />Got arrested- not yet<br />Had a first something- drinking. NAH. first drum corps tryouts, I suppose.<br />Did anything illegal- probably<br />Kissed a boy/girl- yea<br />Had a crush- yea<br />Liked someone who didn't like you - most likely<br />Lost a family member- yup<br />Got bad grades- nope. HAHAHAHA<br />Got suspended- nope. I was on academic probation at UCLA, but only a few days<br />Moved states- no<br />Started a band- I wish so too karen<br />Spent over 1 million dollars- nope, I wish I had that much money<br />Went streaking- HAHAHA. no.<br />Done something you shouldn't have- yea<br />Kept a secret- yea<br />Told a secret- no<br />Done something you totally regret- probably<br />Changed your view on things- continuously<br /><br />What a wonderful year. Not too much though. Such conflicts..what will 2006 bring I wonder? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enigmaticronin:75844 2005-12-30T07:13:48Z 2005-12-30T07:13:48Z You know you've gone crazy when you spend 10 hours re-enacting world war 2 with your friends, only that the Axis is winning... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enigmaticronin:75578 2005-12-19T01:24:32Z 2005-12-19T01:24:32Z No Vanguard Cadets this year..damn.<br />Because I am out of town and it would be difficult to come to rehearsal?<br /><br />or because I don't hold a candle to these experienced drummers?<br />A little bit of both. Now what? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enigmaticronin:75487 2005-12-11T08:16:49Z 2005-12-11T08:16:49Z Daniel Quach, Computer Science Engineering Undergraduate, is finished with the University of California: Los Angeles Fall Quarter 05-06.<br /><br />Sweet.<br />1 down, 2 to go. Time flies fast.<br />I'm home tomorrow. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enigmaticronin:75151 2005-12-07T02:12:24Z 2005-12-07T02:12:24Z OMG<br />I am done this quarter for UCLA this saturday, almost a full week ahead of everyone else.<br />Sweet<br /><br />Vanguard Cadets, episode 2, how do I compare to the other talent of the area?<br />Not well since I can't practice during dead week.<br /><br />That's awesome. Can't wait til I go home though urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enigmaticronin:74807 2005-12-06T08:13:01Z 2005-12-06T08:13:01Z Look at that ugly, hateful, sin-filled creature. It's revolting.<br />Oh. A reflection. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enigmaticronin:74603 2005-12-04T08:49:28Z 2005-12-04T08:49:28Z Reflect. Learn. Why not? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enigmaticronin:74425 2005-11-30T08:43:29Z 2005-11-30T08:43:29Z What a good day it's been<br />Happy BIRTHDAY mary urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enigmaticronin:74227 2005-11-24T01:30:06Z 2005-11-24T01:30:06Z I've lost it urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enigmaticronin:73803 2005-11-20T19:54:12Z 2005-11-20T19:54:12Z I've probably said it before, but I'll say it again. Matt Ring is amazing.<br /><br />It was my birthday recently. To celebrate, I went down to Long Beach with my parents and watched my old high school's marching band perform. Fantastic job, couldn't have asked for anymore.<br /><br />Spent the day hanging out with old friends, getting hugs, and snapping a few photos.<br /><br />Rachel and Luis came from SDSU, crazy far, Rachel drove us out to get some In and Out because she's awesomely nice like that (thanks again rach)<br /><br />Watched all the way til the end of finals plus retreat. Finally got to see what this amazing Mission Viejo school that everyone talks about.<br /><br />There were many good schools out there too, some with interesting music, some with interesting drill, but some that just kind of bored the heck out of me.<br /><br />It was nice to see everyone again, it'll be better to go back home and have fun with them when I have my car again. W0000000T car!<br /><br />call me crazy, but I think with old age, I am obviously getting more senile, paranoid, and insane. Just look at my profile, it says so too. My thoughts have been so wishy-washy and tangled and troublesome, that I need to get away from it all and chill.With a bottle of vodka.<br /><br />Maybe not the vodka. But friends would be nice. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enigmaticronin:73637 2005-11-18T08:09:10Z 2005-11-18T08:09:10Z It's my 18th birthday. Go me.<br /><br />I should seem a bit happier about this.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enigmaticronin:73384 2005-10-29T18:40:37Z 2005-10-29T18:40:37Z I look back on my old xanga/LJ entries and reflect on how I've changed these past 4 years. It's very interesting..if I could meet the old me, just think of how different we'd be?<br /><br />Somewhat disturbing too. Am I destined to change constantly and never be one stable person?<br /><br />I certainly hope not urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enigmaticronin:72965 2005-10-20T02:42:06Z 2005-10-20T02:42:06Z I was late to class for the first time today. Didn't miss much...<br /><br />Matt Ring is fucking hilarious.<br />End post. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enigmaticronin:72766 2005-10-18T07:32:22Z 2005-10-18T07:32:22Z YES<br />new mp3 player.<br />It was raining all day today. Thunder too. How serene. If only I weren't walking AROUND in it.<br /><br /><br />I have been at UCLA for a month. I rock.<br />And I'm actually ahead for a class..haha. And behind in CALCULUS. All over again.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enigmaticronin:72608 2005-10-17T00:17:31Z 2005-10-17T00:17:31Z I believe I have learned to overcome the issue. Unless another dream like that arises. Got to be coincidence. Definitely. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enigmaticronin:72364 2005-10-15T00:30:57Z 2005-10-15T00:30:57Z WTF MY MP3 PLAYER AIN'T COMING TIL MONDAY NEXT WEEK<br /><br />I'm an impatient bastard. but seriously, it's been like 2 weeks urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enigmaticronin:72097 2005-10-14T21:31:30Z 2005-10-14T21:31:30Z Sweeet weekend!<br /><br />Time to see if I can practice my ass off.<br />And maybe do some homework while I'm at it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enigmaticronin:71923 2005-10-14T06:41:08Z 2005-10-14T06:41:08Z Key points:<br /><br />My mp3 player will come tomorrow. I hope.<br />My temporary replacement phone has arrived today. Don't call me during class, I can't set it to silent for some reason.<br />UCLA has many nice places to practice drumming.<br />I feel like I'm making no progress in my practice.<br />My life is so unfocused right now.<br />I think I may be sinking into depression. I don't know the signs of it though, maybe I'll look into it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enigmaticronin:71533 2005-10-08T17:27:56Z 2005-10-08T17:27:56Z I had the most awesome fucking dream ever.<br />I can only remember the one person who was in it, I can't remember the details. But I know it was awesome. I felt happy in it. Wow.<br /><br />And now, when I woke up.<br />Fuck.<br />I really thought it was real. Now it's just depressing.<br /><br />..<br /><br />My mp3 player isn't coming for awhile :-( urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enigmaticronin:71300 2005-10-08T07:52:04Z 2005-10-08T07:52:04Z Omg, I finally ordered a new mp3 player <a target="_new" href="http://reviews.cnet.com/Samsung_YEPP_YP-T7Z_1GB/4505-6490_7-31278881.html">like this<br> </a>It looks really awesome. Now that only problem is, it ain't coming for like a WEEK<br> GOSH THAT'S A WHOLE 1/10th of my school quarter.<br> <br> But at least I got it for a good deal! <br> Normal cost: 199.99<br> Bought for: 108.99<br> Go ebay.<br> No, screw you ebay. you won't let me register cause I'm not 18.<br> Oh well.<br> ...PLEASE COME EARLY NEW MP3 PLAYER!<br> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enigmaticronin:70993 2005-10-02T19:17:49Z 2005-10-02T19:17:49Z today celebrates the 2 weeks I've been in UCLA!<br />I've lived here longer than most freshmen. Many went home for the weekend actually (WUSSIES, just kidding)<br /><br />I also skipped breakfast. For like the first time. In my memory. Of my life.<br /><br />Wow.